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[Oct. 10th, 2004|12:13 pm] |
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it has been a while..
here's a survey
RANDOM
1. if you could live in one place where would it be? nova scotia
2. if you could do one person from history who is now dead, who would it be? winston churchill
3. what word describes you best? poofy
4. what is your favorite flower/tree? oak tree
5. what is your favorite cereal? wheaties
6. what movie character is most like yourself? nemo
7. what do you want to be when ou grow up? a grown up
8. what do you hate the most? hate itself
PIMPS/SLUTS
9. do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? yup, 2 happy months <3
10. who are your favorite males? simon, karl, those in the fam
11. who are your favorite females? jess, ti, bitbits, all mah gurlz
12. what was your best sexual endeavor? my first time
13. are you (honestly) a slut? 50%
14. how many guys/girls have you made out with? 5 guys freshman year alone.. at least 15 total
15. do you love someone? yes
16. do you really truly love this person, like sacrificially? yes
17. have you taken advantaged of them? no
18. what is the sweetest thing this person has ever done? said i love you and meant it
19. are you debating between two perfect people in your mind right now? nope
20. would you really be hurting the person in the long run by being with them? i hope not
21. have you ever looked at the relationship from their point of view? yes
22. are you hurting someone else by being with them? no
23. who is your ideaL member of the opposite sex? mah b/f!
24. how far would you go with this person? all the way baby
25. rethink the question, are you a slut/pimp? maybe i am
26. name names. who do you love? neil
27. who was your first love? joe
ETC,ETC
28. who was your first friend? pam
29. what is your middle name? jean
30. do you like your name? yes, its unique
31. do you get along with your parents? yea
32. how many time a week do you sleep in your own bed? 8
33. what are you wearing? nothing! j/k
34. whats your favorite drink? dr. pepper
35. do you sing in the shower? no
36. your opinion on facial hair? like it
37. the last time you showered? today
38. what is the new pink? black
THISONE or THISONE
39. men or women? men
40. jeans or skirt? jeans
41. rock or rap? rock
42. dance or sing? sing
43. love or lust? love
44. spring or summer? spring
45. cd or mp3 player? cd
46. black or white? black
47. survey or something more important? survey
hope that you enjoyed that
buh bye |
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| New and exciting. |
[Aug. 14th, 2004|02:47 am] |
I was driving in the car today and i had some random spanish station on. It was funny because it felt so good to hear something new and entirely different even though i didnt know what they were saying. It made me think that I am pretty annoyed with the fact that I haven't discovered any new bands besides spanish salsa bands, in a year or two. Im just updating to tell all of my "friends" on LJ to recommend a band or two to me. Im not picky and I like everything from Bright Eyes to Ashlee Simpson. Im pretty versatile. And okay, maybe this is just a random act to get people to comment on my journal, but im serious when I say that Im interested to see what you guys will suggest.
Besides that this isn't an actual update. I finally have money to burn on CDs and such. I cant have a huge amount of money in my hands for a long time without having the urges to SPEND, SPEND, SPEND it on stuff like CDs and books. But whatever, dont feel obligated to comment, all im saying is it would be a nice plus.
Enough of this, I better go take the dogs for a walk.
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[Aug. 5th, 2004|12:05 pm] |
saw Neil today. BLEH. the thing is me and neil dated, well kind of. it was never official. we never went on dates, so i guess we weren't a couple, but we did the physical acts that couples do, to say it in a nice way. he didn't treat me nicely, his friends didn't like me, and he was obviously embaressed of me. how oblivios was i? could i not have read the signals and realized that he didn't really like ME, he liked my body and he liked using it. what a pussywhore. but i am really the one to blame, i should not have given myself to him so easily. we should have at least waited to make our relationship definite. but i was too young anyway, and adults always say you will regret it, and they are right. now i don't even have my virgingity. something that is mine and only i can control, and here i gave it to some dickhead who was ashamed of me, treated me like garbage, an used me. wow, thinking about this makes me feel real great.
well i guess i can only tell others this to make sure that they don't make the same mistake. it sucks, aLOT. don't give yourself to some guy who fits neil's description. you will regret it forever, i promise. read the signals that i didn't see. seriously every woman right now should try to step out and look at your relationship from another angle. is he treating you like shit? leave him before you do something you regret. don't fool yourself into thinking its love, because most of the time guys are just really insincere.
sorry for going into so much detail, but i really just want to use my horror story to help others. apologies to anyone who thinks i am a vulgar slut, but pass your judgement. you are wrong for judging. GO REPENT!
so, enought with the male bashing. i need to eat some chocolate and take midol.
bye x x x x |
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| [dis]functional family? |
[Aug. 4th, 2004|02:13 am] |
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I love this new journal and I love being able to write about something good happening to me... for once! I went to the mall with Robbie, Kat, and Pam. We walked around, being the mallrats/ hoodlums that we are. It was a good time. I bought sweet ass jeans that make my ass look sweet, thus earning their title of being sweetass. anyway,
i've been thinking a lot recently about houses and families.
I can't say I have lived the american dream, ya know... nice house with a white fence surrounding the perfect green yard, mother's apple pie cooling on the window sill while the dads in the back playing catch with the boy. nuh uh, not me. my mom had me a month after she graduated from highschool. and if you see my dad tell him to drop me a line. i'm not complaining because I have always had a roof over my head and food on the table, and I love my mom to death, but it's jsut somtimes i feel like i missed a normal american childhood, but hey, we all get the shits sometimes, but you just have to let it run it course.
am i not right?
i added a whole lot of livejournal friends which i found throught our similar interests or location. s'fun fun fun. one added me back. props to you!! my new best pal.
follow the trend and add me, we can be friends. i don't bite cause i ain't got no teeth, i'm a damn hick! joking, but come on, be nice.
y'all better comment to. i want to hear about your families,ya know? we can reminesce, shoot the shit, have good times talking about the 'rents. alright
hope to hear from yall
with love,
L`o`l`a` |
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| This is my new beginning |
[Jul. 27th, 2004|02:27 am] |
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i'm starting over. i'm getting a new secret livejournal where i can meet new people. i'm sick of missourians. Oakdale is Lamedale. so i'm branching out and finding people with intelligence. don't hesitate to comment. say hello to the new Lola. |
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